You may not know this, but in this life I was at times a liar, a
thief, a foolish man, dishonorable and scared, addicted to my own
selfish pleasures and unable to admit even to myself that I was wrong. I
tell you this at risk of changing the way you think of me, but I would
rather you hear those truths than think of me as a man who relies on
anything other than Christ to define who I am.
You see, the worst sin I have ever commited was hardly worse than
my smallest sin when compared to the price that was paid for those
sins. The greatest thing I have ever learned is that those sins are
gone, done, finished.
In other words, the Christ that died for me came into the gutter
to rescue me. He promised to heal me and leave me as clean as a
sparkling jewel in the eyes of our Lord. I tell you this as a reminder
that the worst you ever do Joshua is already paid for. If you find
yourself living with guilt, shame, grief, or just questioning your own
value, remember that you are an amazing and valued son of the King of
Kings, destined to inherit eternal life. Christ can heal you in this
life, just as he can heal death eternally. Every experience you have is
designed to bring you closer to God, no matter how much it hurts or
makes you sad, or angry, or scared. These are things every man feels,
no matter how tough they look or act and those feelings are a gift, not
to be ignored.
This also means you can be free from your own weaknesses and
failures. No matter what happens,
you are accepted by God himself. And you will always be accepted by me.
you are accepted by God himself. And you will always be accepted by me.
What that beautiful quote also means is that with a little grace
of your own you can be a part of other people's lives and by giving
grace to others you may find a jewel hidden in the people around you.
You will have chances to give grace to others and lift them up in much
the way Christ has lifted you up.
And Joshua, I know you will be good at it on most days, but on the
days that you are not good at it, on the days when you fail, I will
love you as much as ever, but even so, Christ will love you better,
forever.
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